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♥ Sunday, April 13, 2008♥

I prefer to be around with a crowd of people most of the times. I have tried many a times to isolate myself from the crowd but all I felt was just moodiness and bottled up feelings. It sure doesn’t make me happy when I am alone for too long as I will feel lonely and cut off from the rest of the people around me.

Usually in a crowd, we tend to have more fun which makes life look exciting and brighter. Doing things in a group will be much more fun than doing it alone for example, cycling. All you do is pedal and pedal on maybe to relieve stress or exercise but when you cycle as a group of maybe 5 people, jokes are thrown about which makes you laugh. Like the saying goes, laughter is the best medicine and it can definitely cheer me up from any problems that I am facing.

Being alone is a hard thing for me to bear as I am the type who needs company. It does not matter if there isn’t a quantity but quality of friends. Quality friends give you the joy and happiness you need and they usually understand how you feel at different times, while quantity friends do not really know in depth things about you. This can lead to insecurity in life to me.

There are also advantages of being alone. For example, studying alone in a condusive environment is better where you can concentrate well and not get distracted from the talkings from friends. Sometimes when I am feeling frustrated, i will just like to be left alone for awhile before i vent my anger on anything else. And also, when some embarassing things happen you will wish no one was looking at you so that you will not be the joke of your friends.

Sometimes, there are disadvantages when with a group of people too. The group may tend to talk loudly within each other and not notice the surroundings around them. This may lead to the public or an individual complaining against the group which will result in unneccesary trouble.


Its a colorful world..